So many thoughts & ramblings are rushing around my head & I really like lists, so here goes:
1. I'm reading
Cold Tangerines. It's incredible. I want to celebrate life. Every moment, everyday, I want to see God in each second. I want to travel & laugh & cry & eat food that is real & delicious.
2. I'm forcing myself to love cooking. I've never liked it. I'm surrounded by women that are wonderful cooks, so I've never really wanted/needed to cook since they're so great. But, since we don't really eat out for financial & crazy children reasons, I figured it was time. I've tried a few new recipes that have turned out really well & excited me a bit. I made
this. Not healthy, but pretty much the best meal I've ever made.
3. I'm attempting to redesign my blog some ON MY OWN. (Well...kind of on my own...I had to ask for help with some things.) It will be simple. You will probably laugh & say, "really? That's what she was doing? I could do that in minutes." I just love my little blog space & I know a new design will excite me & make me want to record our lives more.
4. Today, James chucked Evie's cup across the living room. The lid, of course, popped off & juice exploded everywhere. I was cleaning it up while explaining to James that it was wrong & he was going to be punished. He shrugged his shoulders & TOLD ME TO "CHILLAX." I think something in my brain might have burst. Parenting is hard. Hardest thing I've ever done.
5. Dusty's grandma passed away early yesterday morning. I'm still in a weird processing/numb mode. I keep trying to put thoughts in order, but my mind is a jumbled mess of sweet memories of her, sadness, heaviness, hurt, thankfulness & rejoicing that she is with Jesus.